October 29, 2013
the shadowy spectacular
How we gathered, singly and in groups, and paused as the sun edged west,
stretching our doppelgängers thin on the sloping beach. I’m certain
some of us were thinking of all that came before this sandy bliss, the rest
of our stories lined up like a set of dominoes. The horizon
beckoned, looking like a dare or a doorway or an exit from the highway
that had taken us this far, and we stood, still as tree trunks,
as the water murmured, “Come” and “Go” with equal emphasis. The day
wasn’t over. Our lives weren’t over. It was beginning to sink in, the shadowy
spectacular of the what-next, and how, of course, it always lay there, poised
on the brink of becoming, waiting for the sun to set so we could see it, too.