December 31, 2019

It looks like the sky is coming apart and together at the same time *

And the body is holding its losses like a fist. And a fleshy hope
is opening to an unprecedented vastness. And whatever we think
we are leaving behind will keep insisting. And the things we desire
will elude us. And our efforts will pose as failure. And we will not recognize
how far we’ve come. And we will solve one problem and create another.
And we will feel broken. And we will not be broken. And the silence
will be deafening. And we will love destructively. And no one 
will appear to be listening. And there will be too many doors 
to choose from. And we will keep saying, “I don’t know how to do this.”
And we will be more capable than we ever imagined. 

* I borrowed this line from my friend Karen. It appeared as a caption to a photo she posted on Instagram.